Tuesday, May 26, 2009

mikail andre he is .

bicara yang pertama ,
ku rasa kau berbeza ,
senyumanmu istimewa ,
ku terpersona ,
dan mulai kaku ,

ohh mika , munculmu sebentar sahaja ,
memikat hatiku ,
tertawa sikapmu ,
ku dilamun angan sahaja ,
ohh mika , kau pandai berkata-kata ,
fotografi yang nyata menawan ,
ku akui kau inspirasi ,

bermain di ingatan ,
setiap gerak geri yang kau persembahkan ,
ku ingin kamu ,
miliki kamu ,
tapi sukar tuk ku mengaku ,

ohh mika , ku takkan pernah berani ,
tuk mengakui ,
walau sekali ,
tak mampu berbicara lagi ,

kau , kau , kau adalah , mikaa :)




*this song was created after i met mika ,
at first i don't know why ,
when i come home his playing around in my head ,
duh!why , just like Corinne bailey rae sang the song trouble sleeping ,
it goes like "don't say that I'm falling in love" ,
grr , so i decided to write some lyrics ,
and i started humming some melody ,
and there goes , A song :)
ha ha , seriously his different , but hey , I'm not hoping for anything ,
I'm just a little admire . rightt .
ha ha , another funny story , today i went to school and i gave azreen to listen .
she said ! waaaaa!i love it , and keep singing it out loud , OMG time tu mika betul2 kat depan i
haha , i was like , don't sing out loud , please . haha , and she keep on laughing ,
same as nik natalia agrora ! ha ha , you both devilll :D
then mika masuk sekolah , pegi kantin , suddenly .
azreen terus lari nak bgi mika dengar ,
GOD , my whole heart cam nak pecah ,
haha , punye la malu ,
ishh , but then mika kinda like that song , heeee *blushingreallyreallyblushing :D
wanted the songs with the lyrics .
i was like , okayyyyyyy teeheee :P
anyway thanks to azreen and natali agrora!! hahahha ..

Monday, May 25, 2009

kenapa berpindah ke muka buku ?

haih , sume pun nak buat facebook now , adakah sebab mereka sudah dewasa :D
haha , terpakse la mya buat facebook jugaa , supaya terupdate sentiasa :)

YM; misselly_love@yahoo.com

hotmail;myacapture@hotmail.com

facebook;myacapture@hotmail.com

and ths bloggie ; myabloggergraphy.blogspot.com

:)

Saturday, May 23, 2009

where's arieyll :|

first i notice one of my op missing , took me en second to figure out who , and it's arieyl , his blog gone missing also , where he go? hm..

Thursday, May 21, 2009

you owe me AMYLEA AZIZAN

argghh shit , she suppose to bring me to CAPSQURE today , but she didn't with an excuse , your not old enough , and FYI i'm 22 , hahaha . *membanggakan diri ! stupid assholleeh ! you owe me sistaa ! another gig for sure . i dah stok berangan setinggi gunung kinabalu , boleh dye ckp tak jadi ..
i cukup temimpi mimpi jumpe
noh enn . grr , ngok !
i'll kill you *in achmed kinda way ^^
oh neway school was boring today ,agama islam paper was horribly hard , urhh!
akibat tak baca buku agama , i bace buku TWILIGHT . pandai kan , tu uh -_-'
and i notice mikail was abcent today :(
and i also notice one thing , i miss sadiq .! yeah ! why?how do i suppose to know . haha ..
here's some advise for all of you , don't ever treat your bf wrong , and don't ever couple wth anyone , if your not ready . understand? haha ...you will hurt other's ! jahat tawu ! :|
but hey the lesson has been learn for me :)

"what goes around comes around"

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUBBLE !


may alexandra robertson ,
she's my twin and i LOVE her so MUCHH !
wo ai nie ! chan raak khoon maak leew ! ..
today 22may2009 , is her birthday !
and i post this blog so that everybody know's i love her , and misses her so much ! mwaahhhh!









ho-yeah !

i am so darn happy pepps , first the audition , and second i got it , third i got to perform !! fourth i got to act in the drama ! and fifth yeahh!!i'm lovin it :D , it's a step for me to get my name back ! ho yeah...
plus people keep knowing me , and now remember my name . and someone i like now keep having a chat with me . teehee . his ADORABLE ,and his nice , and most importantly his TALENTED , oh you know how i feel about talented guys ... ngeeeeeee :D and he plays the guitar , andand he took amazing breath taking photo's and his so into art , what a dreamguy he is .. awww *mealting
but NO , he doesn't know that i like him , although i've made a song about him . but still , i'll never have the guts to tell him :|
haha anyways , i'll be performing this may29 :)
medley of 2 songs , i'm your's /jason mraz and the show/lenka .
and will be acting in the drama too , haha fawaz as the director , me as script writer , and here's the actor's/actress ; husna , anuar , haziq , fawaz, mya*me,azreen,nik natalia,shafiqa*teacher .
and plus our two teacher's , as "budak jahat jugak"hahah , our teacher memang sporting habizz :D
so that's about it , tomorrow i got agama islam paper 1&2 .. wish me lucks !

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

question and answer .

i have a question , do you know how hurt feel , i mean to explain it in words?
i also have an answer for that , you can't really express hurt in words . if you can please do .

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Re-Audition ALERT.

awwh mann,tomorrow got re-audition , and i'm nervous like hell . stress laa lately , byk btul problems kat kepale nie..sometimes i feel like giving up life , but pikir2 balik , nie baru sikit ,i got lots of things to handle in the future , maybe dugaan sket2 nie i patut pedulik kan sajoo :D
yeahyeah , byk problem yang i dah biar kan terbang , wahwah . :D
and some of them i keep it silence . and just for me myself and i ...eh back to tomorrow's audition..
i'm singing a medley , i'm yours and the show by lenka , urmm i'm not confident . but people keep telling me i cann..aiyooo ...
cikgu mengharap plakk...gedushh!wish me luck peoplee ! i really need emm , oh yarr , tomorrow got Bahasa Melayu paper1&2 , haha easy breezy forr me ..
so that's about it ..hope i'm having a perfect day tomorrow :)
btw jelly got too work this whole month and ewan is going to college tomorrow .
bodo semua benda dalam dunia ni bodo!hhahaha..hmm missing azliaz shafeeq!!gedushh..
that's all chow ^_^

Friday, May 15, 2009

what kind of friend am i ?

the kind who talk to you when you needed someone to talk too..
the one who believes in you even if i know for sure it's your fault ,
the one who deny your mistake and just give you a hug ,
the one who tells you , you worth a million compare to others ,
the one who cry when you cry and laugh when you laugh ,
the one who share's lollipop with you ,
the one who dance like a retarded with you ,
the one you always lend you a smile ,
the one who shed your tears ,
the one who stay up all night just to help you sleep ,
the one who's willing to accept every single mistake you made ,
the one who feel helpless at this moment ,
the one who sits in regret knowing she can't do anything except pray ,
the one who feels sorry for you ,
the one who feel betrayed knowing what's happening ,
the one who feel unappreciated at this very moment ,
the one who feels hurt ,
the one who's crying while posting this blog ,
and the one who's getting eye back tomorrow ,
just the one who love you but feel stupid for even care .



i just post this blog for someone who i care a lot , but doesn't even appreciate me ,
and i also wanted eveyone too know that if you are my friend i love you like hell .
i really thank god for creating you ,
at time like this i can only cry and be all alone ,
but honestly i love all of my friends , especially my bestfriends .
they're always there giving me a smile ..
and for what just happen ,
i learn to appreciate my friends more .

I REALLY LOVE YOU GUYS TILL DEATH I WONT STOP .

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

yeahh totally ,

I think METROSEXUAL GUY! are hot .
i love being in someone arms and smell the perfume .
HAHA , cam addict .
i really do !! ask all of my ex , they know better ,
i stole they're shirt/sweater just because of the smell ,
well of course la smells nice ,
busuk i pun ta nakk , bhahaha :D

Monday, May 11, 2009

that's life ,

after what happen ,
i take it as a lesson learned ,
i have too think about my future more then anything ,
my future is my life ,
so from now on ,
it's all about me !
and a dash of friends .
toodles !

Sunday, May 10, 2009

replying what you post .


i'm not some dumbass ,
i do understand everything that's happening around me ,
i don't get mad easily ,
but i do understand what your trying too say ,
and hey i wish too god from now on i wont share one problem with anyone ,
but for who , who accept the way i live my life ,
if only you knew how i really care about you ,
how i actually know whats happening ,
and keep stressing not only about me ,
but about the surrounding including you ,
every bad thing and only the bad side ,
people will judge .
you only see the side which really is bad ,
i really do admit it .
and how i wish you would understand the way i care for my friends,
i'm not some little girl who stay beside they're family ,
friend's are the only family i have ,
i don't want nothing bad happen ,
to any which one of my friends .
if you don't want me too care ,
i won't ,
but you have no right too stop me from caring about others ,
i'm sorry if any of my words hurt you ,
or offense you .
but i want you too know what you said really offense me ,
i don't expect that from you ,
and i don't want too believe what people said was true ,
but it's clearly now ,
and it really makes me feel sad ,
because i keep on hiding what i really knew ,
for the sake of your feelings ,
and hell yeah it was not worth it ,
maybe it's worth it because it's for your own good .
and you'll be happier in future ,
and also you express something with all your anger ,
without even thinking about others ,
thanks a lot .

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

walking thru those light .

i walk there and ran out of air ,
i breath calmly with my arms wrapping my body .
it was cold and dark ,
and it was so quiet i can hear my self breathing and my heart beating ,
i know they was no way i'm gonna get out of here ,
this place is no where ,
i only had my cloth on since i've been walking ,
im tired , no i'm not just tired , i'm exhausted ,
it's been miles of walking ,
no nothing in my hand ,
and i take a sit ,
it's was so cold i'm shivering ,
and my spirit started to disappear ,
oh god , why are you punishing me.
i'm starting to think about everything .
my hopes is clearly gone by now ,
i remember the time me , mom , dad , elaine , and aeron .
we always hang out together and had picnik .
i really miss you guys .
i do really . but i don't even know where i am .
and this is just killing me..
*sigh ...
my tears are still dropping down ,
im still thinking bout what's happening .
the last thing i remember was ,
adam driving car and i was with him ,
we were laughing .
and in a split second ,
I'm here .
again , i'm bursting into tears ,
i had no idea what's happening ,
this is so helpless ...
i strated screaming ..
mommmmm ! dadddd! adammmmm!!
help me please , as my down goes low , i have no energy left ..

suddenly .
i heard voices ..
it's very low , sounds like someone whispering ..
wait . wait just wait ! my voice is very low .
i don't think they're hearing me ..
waittt!! i keep on trying ..
i try to stand up , my legs are killing me ..
arghh!i scream , it really is hurting me ..
hmm...
i gotta keep trying , keep it strong ..

and i keep walking following those sounds .
i hear a women talking and a guy ..
some kids ...
hello! anybody ! help me .. please ...
no one's answering me ..
why are you guys doing this to me ,
a lots of thing keeps bothering my mind..
hmmm..i need help ..again i called for them..
and i started crying again....
it's something you wouldn't understand ,
i feel so helpless..
but i'm still hoping .
hoping for someone to get me..
i keep on walking ,
slowly ,
until i saw something shining .
urh , i covered my eyes..
and i look at those shining thing again .
oh its light , coming from there .
that must be the way out ..
i keep moving ,
fast and faster ,
i stop thingking bout my legs..
i walk and starting running ,
as the light keep on shining ..
near ! i'm near , telling myself...
breathing very fast ,
at last !! i'm hear ..
it's like a tunnel behind me abd this is the end .
i get out from there ,
and the lights are very bright .
as i go thru the lights..
suddenly im in a room..
and i saw people ..
lots of them ,
including my mom and dad .
..
what are they looking at ..
mom..softly i call for my mom..
dadd..
ohh ellaiine!!she just walk in the room..
and i can't believe i'm dreassing all in white ..
because just now i'm in such a mess, and my legs..they doesn't hurt anymore...
ellaine..look at me..
weird..no one is talking to me..
i'm calling almost every people i know there..
u guys!!!hmmm
i try to get closer , and i try too look at the same thing they're looking..
what is it..hmm
and ! what!! no wayy..i burts into millions of tears..
this is not happening!!
no way..mommm please...listen...
dadd..!!i cried..ellainne..i love you guys..

how shocking when i saw my own body lying in that bed..
i died..
i can't talk to anybody ..
i cried so loud..
my cry is full of regrets..
and full of sadness .
how i wish i can turn back time...
i heard my mom said..she was so young , shes crying..

and now i remember , i was in an accident ..
and i went in a come..
and now i'm dead...
wait!adam!! where's adam..
thats went i feel arms wrapping my body
i was shock at first and then i realize ,
it's adam..
we both didnt make it ,
i saw a light!
a bright light .
it looks peaceful just like heaven..
adam said we must go now .
where..i ask , somewhere we'll be happy forever..
slowly i answer , ohh okay...lets go..hmm

pointing too hell .

hello again ,
been a long time since i post something that people can read about :D
*suke melayan hati je , posting uncool lyrics :D
okay now back with mylife , and blabla.
today i didn't go to school* i mean yesterday , it's already 1.00am . again mya? yes again .
i got gastric on tuesday and went home with my teacher ! its not fun actually , it hurts like hell . -_-'
and then i went hangin with ewan and amir yesterday night *that is just few hours ago :)
talking about the bbq we're planning on having .
this saturday , yeah! wanna join , pay me up rm 15 , murah je an..dushdush. :)
so this saturday goin to be a night larh , all of the people who i love is there .
gonna eat so much i that i willll
burp :D bhahahah
and tomorrow is school day ! i love school , i miss azreen and nik natalia , miss shafiqu and fawaz .
miss my teachers ! :D
and thats about it , i'm goin to sleep now :)

"hey serious , if wanna join just past me up rm15 , and for those who live near me la , BukitAntarabangsa ofcourse :)"

Saturday, May 2, 2009

nobody !

You know i still LOVE you baby,
And it will never change

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why are you trying to push me away?
you know that I hate it,
you ignore what im saying
Why are you trying to send me to other?
You push me away like a little
each day why?

Saying that this is for my own good
Saying that you are just not worth it
Please, stop it right now coz'
you know me enough that i will come back to you no matter what!

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

All the pushing won't change my feelings
I am happy to have you,
more than willing to please you
i'm begging you please
don't walk away from me
Coz' i can't be happy away
from your side

Saying that this is for my own good
Saying that you are just not worth it
Please, stop it right now coz'
you know me enough that i will come back to you no matter what!

I don't want nobody, body
I don't want nobody, body
Life is unperfect without seeing you
I cannot have anyone but you... ahhh

BacK to the days when we were
so young and wild and free
Everything we had back then
was like a dream
If only i could turn back time
Why do you keep on pushing me away?
why do you push me away?
I don't want nobody, nobody,
nobody. nobody but you

only wind only wind..

even if you don't tell me i know,
i know that we can't be together,
continue on the path that we are on,
don't feel sorry for me,
when i want to go closer to you,
i mentally call for you
so that your heart can rest completely
even if i call you ,
your heart can't come to me,

only you only you
only wind only wind
like moonlight ,
i can only follow you around,
loneliness seems better than a love
that will end in separation
i will think of you more

i am like a fool
only wind only wind
i want to show you that i change my mind
and end up my feelings once more
so that i can see you
just once more your image from behind

yes i didn't even know one bit
about how painful this would be
i didn't even know that i would see love
in the curve of your shoulders

even when i want too separate myself from you
part of my steps seems to go back to you
what will i do if
you forget my name , my face?


please do me a favor
and show me only your happy image
so that you who is busy with love
won't see the tears that falls from my eyes
my heart doesn't have time to console itself


so what should i do if your heart hurt?

only you only you
only wind only wind
even today i laugh and cry as i walk along
because if i see your image
tears of happiness will form

i am like a fool
only wind only wind
i want to show you that i change my mind
and end up hiding my feelings
so that even love is not possible
that this last forever.


"when you become happy , you get nervous.as much as i laugh , i think that tears will come and fine me.i feel like the life water is in me,will all come out in tears.and if i collapse , i won't be able to open my eyes"

maybe .

maybe someday I'll have the courage too fight you,
fight you away from my heart ,
and maybe someday Ill stop crying for you ,
stop missing you , stop thinking of you ,
stop everything that will remind me of you ,

and maybe when that day come ,
you'll trust me I'm over you ,
I'm being nice just because i care ,
and when that day come ,
you'll see a different sight of me ,
one sight you've never seen before ,

and also when that day come ,
all the waiting will stop ,
and I'll realize I'm wasting my time ,
just like you said..

but dear ,
maybe doesn't really count ,
sorry if this days didn't happen ,
I'm not god ,
for now I'll stick too what want ,
like you said I'm still a kid ,
let me live in my own dream world ....

hello strangers ! I'm bumblebee .

1] Who are you?

2] Are we friends?enemy?

3] When,where,and how did we meet?

4]Are we close?

5]Do you have a present for me?

6]Would you punch and slap me?

7]Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

8]What reminds you of me?

9] How well do you know me?

10]When the last time you saw me?

11]Are you going to put this on your blog and see what i say about you?

Friday, May 1, 2009

tranformers siblings .

for thousand of years, optimus prime ,
the heroic leadear of the autobots has traveled through space in search of the allspark,
optimus prime has held one goal in mind to protect the universe from evil of megatron,
for this massive ,metal warrior , nothing is more important than freedom ,
he will sacrifice everything for its preservation , he has fought for centuries , preparing for that day when he and megatron meet for the final battle !
"freedom is the right of all sentient beings"


sent to earth by optimus prime
to gather information about the allspark

bumblebee protects its location so it can
remain hidden on earth , bumblebee disguised in his earth
form as a classic camaro works best in silence
and solitude acting as an unseen guardian
when it comes to a fight , he rushes in both plasma
cannons blazing




autobot jazz is embodiment of everything the autobots stand for,
patient,kind and generous with the weak, he is a fierce warrior in defense of freedom
across the universe , no matter how tough the fight gets, he always an optimist , but when push comes to shove.
no robot is tougher of more willing to go down fighting , he is disguised on earth as the ultra-bleek pontiac solstics

"do it with style or don't bother doing it"