LOVE .

so , again , with another ridiculous story , ahaaa T_T

macam ni HAA .. teacher is mad at me , i need to be more at school , less in bed , haha ... i need to do more homework then lyrics ..and i need to pay more attention in class than food in canteen , haha , mya mya...

well teacher sudah complain la , i need to change , sebab sesungguh nya i love all my teacher's and friend's and mak cik canteen's food..some more i got Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia - SPM darhhh ..so saya bukan budak kecik ye ! mungkin la bagi raingers2 im still budak kecik :P

saya perlu lebih serious kot , aihhhh ..need help , sebab kak long saya mungkin dah fade up dgn saya , haha ..

tapi yang masik melekat seperti chewing gum , AZREEN KAMAL ku SAYANG .. kawan siam ku terhebat , kan sayang ? haha iloveyou..

mungkin semua2 pasal en.syafiq misnan , telah meleka kan saya , sebab he hurt me , and i bukan nye nak makan chocolate and get over it , i boleh lagi berduka , hehe ..i nedd to throw this sad feeling away to , thou i dont want to , but i have to :)
not that i dont love him anymore , still do :)

and yeah , i need to thank all of my friends to , sebab always around , i love you guys ,

. rainger's - ohh my my rainger's , i just heart heart you all so much , i mean seriously , i feel like family :)
. ridzuan ayman - oh my fat tempura whale , i love you , you know that rite ?
. merol melo - best dad ever , HAHA ! i sayang you wohh..
. my sweethearts - my girlss , all of you i love you ..
. my mocha latte - my bro's , i love you all too :)
. my gay guy - still and will always love you <3

-who yg i tak cakap lagi ? huh? haha , you guys tell me okay ..
saya seorang budak kecik yang kuat lupa ! :D

his that rainger..

i dont know what you want , i dont know how you feel , i dont know anything , i know nothing .
you keep on hiding and hiding your feeling , everytime i feel like backing up moving forward , there’s a little love from your side keep pulling me back rite in ..
i’m not asking you to let me go , i just want to know .. is it so hard for you to let me know…

it’s not like i can’t be with another guy , i can just pick out one from the list ..one who really do love me , and he tells me so …. but , my heart ain’t for nobody but you …i want nobody but you …

so they said there’s tons of fish in the water , though i try to search , and i’ve conquered the sea’s ..none have complete me …i need your laughter to start mine..

and they said , your wont be worth the wait , but i see you in many different ways , and i think i want to take a chance , and at least get to know you more before you take your own way …i wish you wont..*sighh …

and you know they said , love , love isn’t something you like…but i said ..

I DON’T JUST LIKE YOU , BUT I LOVE YOU !

adib shahanom and hariz ibrahim .

you guys dont know how much you guys really mean to me , seriously , mya sayang korang gila2 punya , you know everyday life tanpa korang is like , damn!i just hope , korang happy and study realllll hard ! korang tu bukan je pandai ! comel2 pulak ! haha .. korang jaga diri baik2 dow..really i love you guys :'(

again

hari ni saya sakit lagi , macam dua bulan lepas , sakit misteri di tulang rusuk . huh! sangat pelik , saya tak boleh tido , angin satu badan ., hmmm sekarang ni , saya tak tido , dga lagu hujan berulang2 kali . sumpah tak tahu bila akan bosan dgn lagu mereka , sungguh saya suka :)

it didn't last with my rainger .

yes, haritu i couple dgn this guy , one of the rainger . god ! i was so inlove , tapi tiba2 , hmm , he said he wasn’t ready , he can’t accept it , that he wasn’t the same guy before , his not strong enough .. but i really2 love him .
i didn’t know i would fall for him this hard , for god sake i actually moving on from naufal . its a big thing , believe me it is , but he went and let me down :’( ..
oh guys , it hurts .. ive tried not to not eat , and not to not sleep , but failed ! mega failed ! what should i do ? no ! oh no im not gonna wait .. babes ! waiting is a complete disaster , i dont believe in wait anymore :’|
but i don’t blame him la , his a very nice guy , kalau tidak tak akan la saya nak jatuh hati kan ? :)
dia punyai satu senyuman yang sangat manis :) saya suka ! rindu sebenarnya :’)
i decided not to M.I.A , stay sudah lahh :) sebab missing him would be the most hardest thing ever , so saya stay :) i still love you pak cik :)