tumbling down ,

okay2 , firts of all , if you bace post nie , kalau rase nk kutuk me just keep it to yourself , if ade ape2 nasihat , let it out k :)

awrite , actually my life was like a singking helicopter and yes it's as bad as it sound , teruk gile almost kene kick out of school because i tak hadir . yar la , ikut perasaan sgt , sedih je layan . and sakit and can't go to school , so mmg salah i lahh . and i couple dgn sum1 i kenal sekejap je , it's not like die jahat but i buat keputusan terburu buru , end up hurting myself and other . nak tutup mulut org je , urgh and why i care pun i tak taw . hm , and we broke up after few days , sbb i tak boleh love him . but we're still friends , i tak suke enemy but people suke sgt berenemy kan i , HAHA , ayat ape tu..i lose 2 of drug ! yar i'm saying it out loud , fahim hafifi and aizat umar ! i hilang 2 orang yang tuhan saje tawu i sayang diorang nie . but yeah , sekarang nie pandang pun tak . it's so hard to breath and to live without this two . mcm nak mati jugak la mya since diorang takde .
but nasib baik mya still have my babies , safiku,azreen,ewan,fyfey,amir haziq,areeq,amir yusuf,amalina dalila,nik natalia,firdaus,adib shahanom,shafiq murad,hariz, and banyak la people around me , you guys are the best , because u guys stick with me thru stormy weather . i love you guys so much .because of you guys mya still standing strong !appriciete korang :)
but i still miss those two , i still miss them a lot , tak pernah terlintas pun in my mind untuk gadoh dgn fahim and ijat . it's like a dream ! serious tak percaya :| i rindu diorang :(
so hope i boleh move on and walk straight again without tumbling down .
hope mya still kuat and mya is still mya . no one can change that .
i guess this is the end of my post . thanks for reading !