too ow wan ow :)

well this is typical but weyh new year dowh ! haha , HAPPY NEW YEAR !!! *gile penat buat kaler2 ni -_-' HAHA , anywayyyyy , lastyear , haha i went to ampang point , bowling bowling XD then tgk firework kat tepi highway , HAHA , gile ke nak masuk KL , jam !! whoot !! :) ewan danial and khai dah sasau , including me actually , jerit2 kat tingkap XD happy new year , but orang lain pun sasau jugak that night , haha stok sume melayan =D , and we when to fetch kakak at cheras , sesat for 2 hours . -_-' , LUCKILY we have NAUFAL♥ , my supehero :P , so we jumpa jugak , and we lepak jap , so i kire high jap la , jumpa my poppy meyhh :) :P :D ..

oh well so fast , its already 2010 :)
ilove 2010 , macam best je , hehe .
ilove naufal nazrin , macam sayang je , hehe *BOO bad pick up line XD
ilove my friends , im comparing thee to a summer day *takde kene mengena langsung X)
ilove my family , i love my sister .xoxo
ilove my life , it's cool this way :)
ilove my neighbour because his cute . gah ! :D
ilove my guitar because his my guitar la .
ilove you because you read my blog :)

so now i cant sleep , and i miss him , -__-'
i shall now !!!!!!! play game :) goodbye 2009 ! goodbye past ! goodbye :)


there comes a point in your life when you realize who matters , who never did who won't anymore and who always will , so don't worry about people from your past there's a reason they didn't make it to your future , ♥love mya :)

my birthday bash :)

hoii ! ahah , tak beradat betul mya nih , aishh , ehee , hello ! greetings my fellow followers :)
i'm back !! yahh yahh , exited tak ? :P , so here goes , december to remember , i love that word , haha , it's holiday and the month where my birthday is on :)) ,

so this year buat bbq meyh , at my house s,pool :) best grrrh , wish i could turn back time ;) but so very sorry , because theres no picture of my bashh , bak kata ewan " biarlah bash ini jadi rahsia bagi siapa yang datang" HAHA . :)

i like to make a special thanks to the main sponsor AMYLEA AZIZAN , haha always loveyou and ofcourse DANIAL my papa , i love you pa .. so much XD u helped a lot , and to my partner i crime forever more i love , RIDZUAN AYMAN , my daddy :) loveyouloveyouloveyou , and my diamond heart-shaped chef ,AZLIAZ SHAFEEQ , my mama,hahaha , i love yahhhh !! and KHAI my dayang , hahaha you helped a lot 2 babe , sumpah sayang you guys , till death will never forget , and i will remeber the day you guys smudge flour on my face :) and yeah NICCUS TAN i love you for being with me :)

and yeahh , for all yang datang , dayummm , i love you guys ! sumpah best kene tolak masuk pool and cant get out -___-' HAHA , so i know semua pun kecewa sbb MAY ALEXANDRA was the first to push me in . haihh . hahaha
and thanks a bunch for the one yang berkerja keras di untuk bbq , haha , kesian betul ! XD
and thanks kepada yang bagi hadiah , aduhhh , i said no present , but , degil betul ! haha , but then again i love .


1)butterfly thong :') from rara roskhad
2)a cape for my guitar - merul melo
3)a pooh , awww :) from naufal nazrin
4)a painting of roses from adlnatasya
5)seaweed fragranced candle from may alenxandra
6)a puppet garfield hehe , from dayang if im not mistaken .
7) a mickey mouse mug , i dont who its from -_- sedih nye
8)cat whiskers earings , gorgeous! from zareeq hasnor
9)a beautiful bracelet from aida jazlina
thats about it i guess :)


i love you guys mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! mwahhhhhhhhhhh!! :)

and yeah that night is the first time i jumpa naufal nazrin kamal :)
we knew in myspace ONLY,and i actually fall for him at last , pfffttt -_-' heee
and also first time i jumpa may alexandra , setelah sekian lama were like twins and bestofbuddies , baru jumpa ! im glad we get thru it well :P
so see ! birthday i , i dapat kawan baru ! yay ay :)P

the sad part is , some of my flowers in heart , can't come :(
some just forgot about me . hurmm . i still love u guys thou .


i hope 2010 will be the best year of my life , even thou im going in form 5 , takin my spm next year , ah im not scared , like pffffttt -_-' haha , actually i am , but i can do it ! yay !!!! with support love and care :)

so it's a coming new year , hurm , still didnt get everythng i want , but , i cant get everythng rite :)
so im happy with what i have , bestfriends , buddies , families and my guitar :) so its fine by me :)

when i told you guys takde gambar , bukan takde langsung , ade la :)
but sket sgt ..here lahh :)




me and niccus tan

again
my babeyhh ridzuan ayman
azliaz shafeeq :)
yay ! kena dukung ..
rocklove them so muchh khai me and ili baby :)
me and ili baby :)
before the bash :)
paling awal :)
me , danial and may :D
me and may me and danial :D

CRAVENlembap .

setelah sekian lama im out of topic , im back with a stupid story yang memang bagi i panas .
that night me , jelly , dayang , ewan , nick , beego , and khai went to CRAVEN bukit antarabangsa , lepak la ..
the servise was horrifuckinable ! . sumpah lambat slow bodoh tawu . well my dad cakap "aku bagi 3 bulan je tempat tu" haha , dah lalambat , order pun amek salah , pastu taknak return , walaweyhh , ngo naa ! order air suam pun 2 tahun tggu , roti canai ade bulu , bayang kan ! roti canai berbulu ! eeeerghh gross ..
and that is the last time , kami dah bersumpah , kalau semua kedai di bukit antarabangsa tutup baru kami gerak situ , semua kedai , i mean including , 7 ELEVEN , laundry , petshop , etc.. :D

Battle Of The Band 2009

nabil - BV , amir haziq - lead guitar , shafiq murad - drummer , zareeq hasnor - bassist , adib shahanom - rhythm guitar , and me vocalist :)

yeah !! this year our school ada BOTB again , like last last year . and this year we take part , and guess what ? we won :)
yeahh , im so proud of my band member , just love them so much .
we played two song , it was suppose to be three but then we had to cancel on some reason , but still we rock the stage , weeee .
it was karma by cokelat , and that's what you get by paramore :)
i had fun , we had fun actually . love them :)

what a life :)

yaw , it's been a while la since i last update my blog . i was busy *chooii busy la sangat , eheh , seriously i was busy with my stupid fucking life , first of all i was shock by what my ex mohd ashgar nadjmi said to me , he actually break up with me , with some ouchiee words in his text . i've tried not to cry , but...sadly i did , wahaha , ye lah like beyonce sang in her broken hearted song ,

you're everything i thought you never were
and nothing like i thought you could've been
but still you live inside of me
so tell me how is that

your the only one i wish i could forget
the only one i love to not forget
and though you break my heart
you're the only one

ecehh , like my buddy azliaz always said , "korang macam budak umo 6 tahun gado taw tak" followed by an annoying laugh , GAHH ! jely jely ..
so , i settle down a bit , laughing like were on weed , there come PALI ! started when i followed my sister to TERENGGANU .
we kinda likeda each othaaa ! wahaha . but i don't think i want to commit any relationship for time being , bukan apa doh ! it's frustrating , huhu .
so here i am like orang bodo having my end o the year examination :)
i have nothing else to do , no one that i have to please , or love , so im me myself and i again . how sad is that? not sad at all la , haha
ive been thinking , if this year was hell of a year , what would next year be like ? MOMMYY !!!! ^_____^#

it's life , semua orang pun lalui masalah , even anak RAJA punn , GOD,im starting to talk like JELY -,-
to much bonding timeeeee , warghhhh ! HAHA =D

open houses :)

rumah terbuka , pergh la , dah jadi artis la i ni .
open hs sane , open hs sini , tak menang tangan weyh, cam show pulak . hahaha
so sekarang kalau lambat2 update blog , ampun maaf dipinta ye :D

my sayang .

here goes , its a story about my syg , his name is akir nadjmi , but i call him musyuk2 , hee .
he likes tennis like alot , no serious alot ! its his first girlfriend -,- . kan sygg . haha
and i am taller thn him , *that is so not true , but i always make him say "yes syg , you are taller then me :)" . and he will , warghh ! die comel ! i sayanggg die mcm gile ! . its like , die boleh buat i senyum bile die dah buat i marah,and it only take him 2 mnt ! geram betul lahh , rase cam nak geget2 je die . haha..


ewan said "he is so for you " i know babe ! i know :D
azreen said"im glad your with him" i tawuuuuu :)
syafieka said " bagus la you dah jumpe org mcm dia" heee .
nik said"im glad la for you" :)
amalina said"ko penah kiss die tak ?" hahahaha bodo r..
husna said"when you love some1 , only u can tell , when ur inlove with some1 everyone can tell":)
shamsinah said"awww so sweet".
fatin said"weyh ! yang anak teacher dzaizatul tu! anak teacher BI tu??" haha
zareeq said" u dah ade bf tak msg i dah -,-" haha . mana ada !

and i dah tak larat la nak bgtaw ape org ckp , but ! what i know is . my friends love him , and so does i ! so much !

baby , you belong with me ! now and forever ! mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
no one cant stop me from loving you . no one :) ily !

akir nadjmi

well , as you all know before .
im badly hurt by someone .
so now im back on my two feet .
because nadjmi appear in my life ..
he was my ex , and now were back together .
im just so sure his not gonna hurt me like others did .
because his a very nice guy .
everybody know so ...
and i wish i could stay with him for long ..
i need this kind of guy to lead me with my "tunggang terbalik" life
i have a good feeling he can :)
his my sayang and i love him .
his something special to me .
oh the best part is , his mother is my english teacher ! haha , how scary is that :DD
no lahh . his mother is so nice , just like himm .

baby , i love youu so much ! :)

"he said i ni childish , i said ,takpe , kalau u childish dgn i , i'll just scream,shout and kill you :)"
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

i'll wake up soon .

part 1 ;

just found out about him with her,
i feel pathetic and yeah he did it ,
die actually balas dendam :)
i cry the whole night thou , after a very tiring day .
my eyes are swallowing but im goin to be okay .
i can make it thru the rain .
on my own .
and everytime i feel afraid i hold tighter to my faith .
hmm , you got me damn hard aizat .
thank you .


part 2;

and today , i feel very tired , i didnt sleep and im also fasting .
im totally tired , but i have fun lepaking with ili tadi , love you abyyy :)
and semua yg i bagi dengar my new song like the song . thankful
you know who i dedicate it too , right ?
hmmm , im very tired

part 3 ;

this is where the part i say , goodbye .
im taking my pills , and i hope i'll wake up soon .
bye bye ....

aril abdullah

this is ARIL , his a guy that i really really sayang :)
his my friend ! .
sayang youu la gemuk :) jajaf gile :P

story of my life .

CHAPTER 1

"ramadhan is here"

first of all , alhamdulillah , im still breahing to celebrate this year ramadhan ,
tapi banyak benda yang i nak share with everyone about my year ,
it's been one tough year for me ,
bulan2 terawal tahun ni , seronok sangat , i meet new people ,
i gain new friends yang sangat2 baik towards me ,
all thanks to my new school :)
i had the best time ever with my teachers
i thought it was the best year of my life , well i was wrong .
starting pertengahan tahun ,
i lost my friends , well not all of them , but still i lost few .
and that hurts , badly hurt (!)
i tak sangka orang yang baik , and very well thinking , boleh salah faham and abandoned me just like that . first of all i lost fahim hafifi fathulmubin .
well his a very very good guy , i end up saying goodbye to him ,just because mulut orang , and it's still killing me inside benda ni tak sepatutnya jadi , i memang sayang dia , and hilang dia , memang buat i mengangis yang teramat lah lama . and i hope he can still be my friend , sempena bulan ramadhan dan hari raya yang bakal menjelma kannn :) urmm . then , dalam kes fahim tu , i jugak ada gadoh dengan orang lain , guys near me , izwan , amir fareedz and others .
and dalam blog ni , i want izwan to know , i am very2 sorry for what ever thing i did , i am sorry . sebab i love all of my friends . i really love you as my friend izwan . sorry -_-' hope you can forgive me . i also hilang budak lain , sebab diorang boikot i . oh well , i takde buat salah dengan korang , so takde reason i nak say sorry . and this year , yang paling worst case scenario is losing aizat umar norizan .
benda ni mungkin akan haunt me for life i think .
i buat the biggest mistake , selama 15 tahun 8 bulan i hidup , tak pernah i buat salah macam ni lagi , i actually hurt the one i really love in my life , i know lepas ni , i tak akan dapat curi hati dia macam i buat sebelum ni , but i tak kisah as long as dia dapat maafkan i dengan ikhlas , itu je i mintak , aizat is the person i always need , and i push him away , i know im such a jerk .
and lastly is losing ridzuan ayman ramlan ,
yeah , i know , every each one of my friend think this is all a joke , well you guys , i am seriously not joking , we actully decided to break up , i mean as bestfriends la ,
actully i la yang decide , sebab i think im such a burden , and i tak maw someone i love and care about , kene tanggung an idiot burden like me , well first of all , he has a girlfriend , yea , what you guys r thinking is rite , so i tak nak ada apa2 salah faham between me and his gf , well gf kali ni macam serious je , so i know it will be bad if i stick around , i mean se serious mane pun gf die kate she's not jealous , but shes still a gf , die mesti tak suka bf die rapat dengan another chick kan , hmm ,
and one more thing , ewan jadi orang tengah selama ni , i tak suka , kesian kat die, lepak ngan i masalah , lepak ngan diorang pun masalah gak ,
so thats why i decided to break it off , well it may look very easy , but it's very hard ,
and god knows how i feel every night when i think about what i did .
when i think back every single memories between us , perghh !
nanti satu hari keluar paper front page "mya died of sadness" oh hhhh !
R.I.P ..
well ramadhan tahun ni , takde makna sangat la , suasana puasa pun hilang pegi mana i tak taw .
i hope things change , i really do -_-'
and whats the matter with my sister pulak , nak pindah pergi australia ? com on , have'nt god tortured me enough ?
end of chapter 1


CHAPTER 2

"H1n1"

well as everybody knows , h1n1 now is so popular we can make a trend out of it ,
"hey mymom died of h1n1 , hey my dad too"
well im so worried about people at school , thou im not in it , my mom tak bagi pergi , even my brother .
we both stuck in this house with only internet and astro , okay thats cool , i know ,
but bosan gila staying at home macam orang gila !
i really miss everybody at school , even thou setiap kali i nampak ijat i lari masuk toilet and cry , still i memang rindu sekolah,
i mean even pak cik kantin mean alot too me , i nak pegi sekolah and makan benda benda yang tak de banyak khasiat sgt tu,i nak masuk lambat and always terlepas dari denda sebab kawan2 i pengawas :) i nak :|
but oh well , i have too obey that lady ! she's meann , HAHA -_-'
so bagi sesiapa yang tak sihat please la wear your mask mister ! it's dangerous oke !
maybe after raya i will go back to school .
i insist !

end of chapter 2


CHAPTER 3

"i'm sorry i'm not perfect"

i think i owe everybody an apologies , sebab i banyak buat masalah dengan semua ,
my bestfriends , my ex's , my friends , semua la .
i wanna put a new chapter in my life , make life worth living , even thou it's just for a moment .
i feel very guilty past month , weeks and days ,
i keep thinking back about all the people i've hurt , and how i miss them all .
my ex's , nick , sadiq , imran this are the one i've hurt ,
i'm sorry .
im sorry to all of my bestfriends , sebab i lied .
i cakap i dah okay about aizat , but surely i am not , i masih cry myself to sleep ,
i masih buang all of my medicine kat toilet ,
i masih tahan myself dari makan .
i still do that . and im sorry , i cuma tak nak u guys worried .
i boleh jaga diri i , even thou i buat semua tu .
im still standing .
and im sorry to the one i dah buat masalah ,
im sorry i dah bagi korang problem ,
am sorry for the one who hates me ,
im sorry for the one i've made you cry .
i mya azizan is SORRY for what i've done .
i want everybody to know that .
also i teringat balik about everybody yang selalu around me dulu ,
mia , emma , aida . and much more , i sayang korang sangat sangat ,
im sorry ive become someone im not .
i miss you guys , infect i miss all of you .
IM SORRY

end of chapter 3

CHAPTER 4


"chocolate strawberry cake"

and here i am eating chocolate strawberry cake , for you guys maybe it's great , but for me it's not , because i am not a cake person , im more to double cheese burger !! *crying in silent , i told everything reminds me of that fat ass .
hmm , to everybody , again i am sorry , and i am changing my self , im becoming a better person , all i need is forgiveness ,
from each one of you .
i really love you guys . i need help from you guys , to make me a better mya ,
i wanna open a new mini chapter in my life , so that when i die , i know my short life was worth living .
guysss ... :)

all i need is another chance , everybody deserve a second chance rite ? HMMM


end of chapter 4

CHAPTER 5

" thank you and i love you"

and this is for the one still standing here with me , for the one who care so much about me ,
no matter what i do , no matter how i behave , they are still here with me , i love you guys till my last breath
this is for the one who dont have any hates for me .
just love and care ,
it's going to be hard for me to pull out each names , but i know you guys know who you really are .
to all my bestfriends and friends ,
THANKS for everything , THANKS for being here for me , THANKS for loving me so much ,
only god knows how much you guys meant for me .
i will always be needing you guys , forever .
this is for the one who love me ,
THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU ...
this funny little words may sound simple but it's meaningfull ,it's how i really feel about you guys , i love you guys .THANKYOU !!


end of chapter 5

-FINISH-

i miss you .

i miss everything about you .
i miss your sense of humor .
i miss your hand that always touch mine .
i miss your smile the only reason im smiling .
i miss your eyes that is so mesmerizing .
i miss your sweet voice that keep me sleeping at night .
i miss everything about you .

i'm sorry baby :(

by AREEQ part 2

by AREEQ