Allahyarham Afham Akhimullah

11/2/1993 - 8/6/2009

allahyarham afham akhimullah .
dear how i miss you .
seriouly your the best friend i ever had .
your friendly and nice .
you you , tak de sape kacau i dalam van dah :(
i rase lost sangat .
afham i still need you around . hmm .

( kamu )

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biar berjuta
kau tetap satu .



al-fatihah .

please say something .

sometimes i want to be something people wont see
and sometimes i want to be a superstar that people will die to be with .
and sometimes i feel so alone i cry in my sleep
sometimes i feel like everybody is just there .
at the same i feel like no ones around .
i just wish you would say something..

that will change all my thoughts and troubles
that will synchronize all the melodies
and make the rain stop while i sing you my confession
darling listen it's important
i just wish you would say something

every little step i take i hesitate to tell
everytime i want you to know
i take my step back and dance away
i dont think i'll be able to let you know
because your just to good for me
and i just wish you would say something

that will make the stars shine at night
and the flowers grows on summer day
that will make me smile
and take my breath away
i just wish you would say something

because you mean everything
and there's no one like you .
no one like you darling , only you ...

it's been a while..

wow , lame lah tak update , ish tenet buat gile lahh .
but now yeaa! againn...hehe..okay2 first holiday best ,
tapi i ta kemane sgt .. lepak2 KL sudeyh :)*jumpe fath kat klcc oh . msuk money changer :D
andand , i lepak with daniel , yash , ewan , azreen syg , and aida:) kat rooftop saje .
and gelak cam org gile lepas kene starbucks ! haha . evil veveilll :P
andand first day skolah best , i baru sedar i rindu sekolah , hee may sound silly but u really love school ! yay blh hug cikgu normala !! love you mwah mwah cikguu !!
and and , looks like byk aktiviti lah next week !
i jadi sukarelawan at zoo babeyh!! biase la animal lover :)
sabtu i jadi perniaga sebentar :D
usahawan la pulekk... so stay tune . i nak update gambar2 keluar kl :)
andand can't wait for school concert ! seriouslyyyyy . :)
andand faem comel ! haha ta pasal :D

bangkok jazz .

hey yo hey yo :D
just now i went to bangkok jazz giving a helping hand to my sister .
it was fun , even tho i'm awfully exhausted .
but it was fun , she said she was damn nervous but i think she's lying , hahaha ,, cuz she did amazing ! agaga , not being bias !
started at 9 the pre listening for her album :)
then at 10++ the show case start , she sang 12 wonderful songs .
warghh da lupe what song .
but my fav was the one with tomok andand the one with rizu :D
haha rizu was damn good , *hampir pengsan dgar suara dia :D
andand the time she sang "the climb miley cyrus"
i almost cry , but tu uh , back up singer "the flava" dekat sgt .
cover la :P
oh yar talking about flava , they're kinda good :)
comel plakkk :P
farouk, edd and ariiffff .
after show case lepak makan with tomok rizu and others ..
best dorang nie gile ! masuk airr . haha
and then balik . but seriously i had a great time :)
and tomorrow ade lagi satu show case , dtg lah dtg ! promise u wont regret ! *if ur a music lover laaaa :D

about fahim hafifi ,

DO RE MI FA HIM MYA .
his nice .
down to earth .
he can act , sing , dance and play guitar .
his funny at the same time adorable .
a gentleman for sure .
friendly and caring .
his sweet .
athlete .
loyal * du'uh .
simple yet so cute :)
his wearing my "gelang" haha ..
he has the sweetest smell .
his a dreamguy .
his perfect .
and most important is ,
his ONE IN A MILLION , haha , faem faem :)
sayang you lahh. :)

its a little too early mya .

yea , its too early , i know how it feel to love someone , and only that someone , and the way that someone make u feel , can't really compete with anyone , and this love always make u wait , and never to move on , thank god i half way moving . its just too early for him .

stop .

mya stop it , don't be silly no more !
shh and sleep .
your stronger than this !

what should i do .

what should i actually do ?
hm hell yeah i like him , i like him A lot .
but i have NO guts to tell him .
not at all . grr , what happen to me now days.
penakut!! mya loser la youu.. adooi.. it's just his damn nice .
and i really like him , i thnk i can take good care of him . seriously .
its just that i thnk his still inlove with his ex ..
i really want him to move on , because i want to be that sumone in his heart .
and i want to be that someone that will took good care of his heart .
if only he knew .
i'll never ever hurt him .
hm .


his f.... ...... , urghh! hate me !

teachers day smk wangsa melawati(wmians)

cikgu normala and mad :D

them i love !

yes they're talented.

it's me yo !

adussa mya and firdaus .

abg azreen our ketua pengawas :D

mya and firdaus

jum kiss faem ? :D

speechless !

hehe

yes ! mereka performer's of the day ! i love you guyss !

zareeq birthday party :)

last saturday i went to zareeq my kesayangan birthday party !
i t was damn fun , seriously fun!love it so much , this is what we call A party :)
altho me fyfey and putri were kinda late .
but it was still fun! ho yeah!! hehe
and i came to know lots of people there , my school mate .
and were kinda close now :)
i was suprise fahim was there :D *bertambah happy la ... ngee hee .
we had the FLOUR fight , haha . my hair dah beruban!
and last2 part CUPCAKES fight , the best part of all!
haha. cop muke masing2 .
sangat fun ! i sayang sgt korang kawan2 i !! mwah mwa!!
i had fun , and this is the best memories :)

*stay tune for the teacher's day story :)