who am i?

no matter who i am , i am still ,
not mia LUX.G
who people will care so much .
THANKS .

It's for you ,

do you still remember how we use to cuddle each other till morning ?
well i do , and hell yeah i miss that ,
I've waited for you ,
waited so long for you .
but i never have the guts to tell you ,
i can bet everyone that i can get a guy in 10 minutes ,
because I'm not afraid to tell ,
but with you ,
it's different ,
even tho we're close ,
so close ...
but I'm afraid to tell you .
why? yeah I'm still asking myself why..
do you know how happy i am when your around.
how im glad to see ur face ,
i really wish you know how i feel rite now..
but i also wish you will never know ,
urgh how confusing ..
i want to tell you but i'm afraid to tell you !
goddd! help me .. :(

selalu denganmu .

adakah waktu yg tak berbatas
untukku merasa bahagia
saat-saat aku jatuh cinta
saat ku terbang jauh ke sana

selalu denganmu
kasihku selamanya
selalu denganmu
cintaku bersama

kaulah matahari dalam hidupku
dan kaulah cahaya bulan di malamku
hadirmu selalu akan ku tunggu
cintamu selalu akan ku rindu

tahukah kau diriku
tak sanggup hidup bila kau jauh dariku
ku ingin dipelukmu selalu

oh tuhan tetapkan rasa cintaku ini
hanya untukmu
selalu setia
selama lama nya

december dandelions

i shall forget all your mistakes ,
now that your here ,
i just want nothing to be closer too ,
except you who i miss the most ,

i need my love that once fulfill my dreams ,
i need your smile who changed my way ,
i need that kiss which saved my life ,
i need that look who took me away ,
flying like those December dandelions .

i just need you .

i cry under those heavy shining stars above ,
every night till i lost all my tears ,
i can only feel some mist flowing out from my eyes ,
how pathetic .

but i forgive and i forget ,
because there's no one like you ,
like you,
my first love ,

here you are once again ,
I'm clueless because you keep it silence ,
my dear ,
i can't read your feelings ,
but i can tell you mine ,

i just need you .

since the day you left ,
there's no one qualified enough to take your place ,
they can make me happy ,
but not as happy as me with you ,
baby ,

i just need you .

listen carefully as i tell ,
you stole my heart but you never gave me back ,
you put me down with tears ,
and you cheer me up till tears ,
how i wish you were mine again.
your eyes sparkle beautifully .
just like those December dandelions .

baby , i just miss you and i miss those days ,
where your arms wrapping my body ,
you keep me warm and i feel so safe ,
and when your lips touch mine .
you took me all over the world ,
flying like those December dandelions ,


Baby , just like those December dandelions .

copyright reserve ,

myaxoxo

aku dan mimpi .

Tidak ku menduga
Ini saat yang ku tunggu,kamu
Yang selama ini
Kau hadir dalam mimpiku
Hilangkan sunyi

Berdiri aku,tak lagi jauh
Mengapa deras degupan jantungku

Mungkinkah aku
Mencintaimu sepenuh hatiku
Ku harapkanmu
Menyayangiku seperti aku teman hidupmu

Semakin hampir waktu
Untuk daku bertemumu
Semakin aku rindu
Yang aku simpan selalu
Semakin dekat aku
Sedarku dari lamunan
Hanya aku dan mimpi
Cinta tak pernah ada

Berdiri kaku dan lebih jauh
Terhenti nafas dan degup jantungku

Salahkah aku
Mencintaimu sepenuh hatiku
Katakan sesuatu
Jangan biar ku keliru
Dan terus berlalu

Tidak ku menduga
Mengapa ini terjadi

i don't want this to happen in my life , but it's kinda happening .. maybe , i'm not sure ,
i just don't want aku dan mimpi happen in my life .


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OYemyu_dA38&feature=quicklist

hillman a.k.a kanda :)

tentang budak yg tga tdo tu :)

nme dye hillman , panggil je hillman , i sorunk je leh paggil dye kande :)
his a very sweet guy actually , once u get to know him , u'll know that his a very creative open minded guy ,
and easy going kinda guy , his a listener and a very good advisor , for you myspacer , especially girls ! ,
dont judge people by looks , you are a total dumbass if you ignore hillman ,
altho his not that goodlooking but his a good guy , not some boyans or some rempits ,
i can understand if u dont want to be friend with that kind of losers ,
but hillman is not them ! his so cool , and his a good writer , u'll be on the ground laughing for his funny stories ,
and you'll realize somethng that is so true when he tried to prove somethng , and you'll be wanting more :)
and he is also a funny guy , i like talking to him when i'm totally sad , he doen't know that im sad , so he'll be making me smile and happy wthout knowing it :)
sadly i haven't had the chance to meet him , but one day i will :)
and here's to hillman .

dinda amat gembira dapat berkenalan dengan kanda ^^


mwa ! mwa ! *pipi kanan pipi kiri :DD

from bad to best !

ijad has nothing else to do . yar i know u've guess so :D

unik or just dumb ass :D

exclusive by;amirul aizad(ijat)

mya masterpiece . haha :)

rara , u buat ape -_- , HAHA :D

i pusing gile vavi , ni je result dye , ah ijat u takde talent amek gmba i :D

i buat , i buat ! ^^

lady gaga :D

my sweetheart ;)

elmo melmo gelmo delmo selmo , mrepek :D

yes , im not just physically short , im also physically small :D

~kasih hati ! ^^~
mya;you !
azliaz;ye saye .
mya;sayang you .
azliaz ; haha , yeeeee,dah 20 kali u bgtaw me ^^
mya;bia la i nk bgtaw u byk2 kli , boleh tak?
azliaz;ehhh boleh2 , boleh gile . haha :D
p/s;conversation yg takde lah bermotif sangat tapi kinda meaningful to me :)

scandal i nieh , HAHA , takde lah , this is my ckgu ali , u guys da knl kan :)

keep hiding , i still know where u live , muahahaha :D

kusyuk .

style tak ? mya la yg amek ^^,

kusyuk prt2 . haha

alalawh comel la tuh :D

ni baru comel :)

amir fareedz :)

org2 yang tersayang .

hey you guys , i love you guys with all my bloody coated heart , i love you guys so much there's no word can describe my love to you , all i know , you'll be carve in my heart until my last breath
i love you .

stories goes like this ,
the day goes very lame at first , because i'm suppose to have a photoshoot with amir , but its just not a good day , so i accept the fact it's a bad day , so after that i went to bukit jaya*a place we like to hangout* , with amir , ijad ,nadya , qayyim and rara ;) , lepak2 and then blik rumah , about 7.10 like that , then i said to rara , ill be infront your house at 8.pm sharp , but im there at abot 9.30 , haha ... okay nev mine , we gerak to amir fareedz house , and hang out , best gile ;)
playing guitar , me , rara , ijat and amir at first , then azliaz shafeeq came ;) heeeee suke ! ^^
then lepak lagi , playing guitar and stuff , sitting in amir's rom , amir bergayut je keje , ngn penguin dye ;)
smpai i ade ilham buat lagu , yeah everything was born ;) its a very nice song actually ;) i played the guitar and sang to cikgu ali on the phone ;) hihi , then amir sibuk kacaw i ckp ngn cikgu ali , mengong haha , pastu ckp pye ckp , tibe2 ade suare sumbang ckp ckgu mlm ni chealsea ! mamak jum , ye suare dri ijad , hahaha , dgn tak diduga , ckgu kate ye ke? jum ah , umah kamu kat ne eah ? , wow ! hahahaha , best nieh , dah lame tak jmpe ckgu kesayangan nieh ;D
amir pun bgi la direction ;) tggu lah ckgu the ckgu pun smpai , then we went to mamak ! yeahhh! rindu gile kat cikgu nieh ;)
haha , lepak2 , tibeee alamak ! silap la , bukan chealsea lawan pun ^^ tapi takpe , borak ngn my cikgu ;)
smpai kul 5 , its the best thing ever ;) borak2 pye borak , semua happy borak ngn cikgu , yeah i know how u guys feel ;)
thats why his my hero :)
and then borakk gile2 , dah nk dekat subuh , haha kene balik nieh , haha , time nk blik tu , rara said , now i understand why u love him so much , yeah u bett ! my tegu the best ;) so we balik , i hug my most loving teacher , heee , lepas lah sume rindu kat hati nieh ^^
sayang cikgu sampai mati :) then he went home , we went in . haha . tibe2 semangat je nk abizkan lagu tdi , so kite in group , i play the guitar , amir play the 12 string guitar , azliaz solo !!! ;) rara play the gendang gendut tali kecapi , hahah ;)
we kinda rock :) hihi , so buat lagu tu , we rakam , and best lah , gelak cm gile vavi ! ;) redbull+coke boost my energy , hyper gile ;)
tibe2 dah kul 7.00 , alawh rara dah tdo , amir pun almost , tggal i ngn azliaz , and dye pun trying to sleep , tapi i cm hyper nk tido , adoi , i keep on laughing smpai azliaz pun gelak gak ;) haha , atlast we both senyap , haha , tdo ,!
i tdo agak lmbt dri dorunk la ;) but we all tdo gak ^^
kul 3 baru bgun . haha :D
msg ckgu , ckgu ckp i busuk lom mndi , haha , wangi lah cikgu ;)
then we all bgun , jamming sebentar dan trun makan , sedap gile , thnks to amir's mom :DD
then pulang ;)
btw i just realize i missed azliaz shafeeq alot ;) hm ,
thats it !!! it was the best day of my lifeeeeeeeeeeeee ! mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!

again ,
iloveyouforeverandover.

from ; ridzuan ayman bin papa ! ^^

blue ? LOL :D

i like this one , so rainbowishh :D

"go green"
mya mya mya , said it people ! myamyamya yumyumyum , sound delicious is it ? ^^

lets read it out loud shall we " i heart my" what?
oh yea the missing " A " kan ^^
" i heart myA"
dye ni pye keja ! my cookie monster ! and the only people who's calling him teddy bear !!!! is me ^^
not you , yeah you loser ! :DD
btw his single + available , nk num?tye i keyh ,( ^^,)

"p/s ; bestfriend korang boleh buat cmnie ke huh?muhahahaha"

by ; ainnabilah .

FYI , i fell when i was trying to get down from this tree , i am good at climbing but hello it was raining and it is SO slippery .. haishh :D

and again FYI , i did the make-up by myself , haha , proud of it damnnn ^^

p/s ; sorry only got 2 photo , because this is my fav :)

out of no where .

hello , i have no idea why im typing shit in the middle of the morning , i think ? :D
oh yaryar it's 4.07 already , and im still awake ! haha , tomorrow got photoshoot with ainTHESNAP .wahh Gothic mak esok ! haha , i'm feeling a bit dizzy , i donno what got into me lately . im gettin sicker and sicker every day , pergh!maybe because i miss cikgu ali and josh so much kowt..haha ,oh yar cikgu ali misscall me just now , i mean at 12.12 something but i realize that misscall around 3. so ckgu must be asleep already , so nev mine , sleep tide ye ckgu ! haih ,, i miss them a lot ! anyways , tomorrow goin to be a busy day for me , aiyaaa make-up again .. pfftgelap gulita pulak make-up dye nak . ain,ain nasib bek u kawan i , haha klu tak i seksa u blik mcm u seksa i ,haha kiddin hun :) oh yar a bit exited .. but haha my photographer tak suke ! haha , im helping a frined lah deardear ! ^_^
so im still awake , ckgu dah tdo , and im bored , aiyahhhh! wht to dooo ..
lets talk about how to bake a cake ? haha but no one will respond , eceh..im hungry la pulak . shit la ! mane la brani g dapo mlm2 nie, taku2 la ..grr tak nk sebut . haha , actually im typing not talking . hahaha . anyway that's about it ! and lastly ! i misssss my ali zikry and joshua A. james !
my two hot teacher ! we WILL meet again in future k! that is next week :) haha byeeeee! ;-O ...

mya in white by amir fareedz .

a spin of photography .

credits to pahotographer .

i love this one :D

do i look like a princess ? HAHA nahhh .

mya is tall , say it people! HAHA

photographer seems to love this one .

and people seems to love this one

my mom like this one :D

i love this one alot .

i love this one a lot .

hehe .

like i said black and white always match :D

i am physically short but please tell me im tall ! :DD

diamonddsss :)

yeah ! we did it again , this time only me as the model , but it was fun :) thanks to amir fareedz !

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