i miss you .

i miss you , i really miss all the memories we had , i miss ur smile , i miss ur laugh , i miss ur everything , and how i wish i can turn back time , sadly no one can . hm . i really miss you . losing u never crossed my mind , i don't want to face this number 1 fear at all . but i had to , god know's i'm trying my best to be strong . :(

fahim hafifi .

moving forward .

you never realize u got something so special rite infront of ur eye's until u actually lose em . hm .

pusat kraftangan kuala lumpur part 1 :)

wohh . hari nie sumpah penat gile . plus i demam :|
hee but i had fun , so much fun . sbb today we went all out . haha
best sgt buat batik , even tho mine gile buruk , haha , hey atleast i buat sndri oke ! tak suruh spe2 .
sorang2 je . heee .
aite , then then . jalan2 amik gmbr mcm org gile .haha . byk je gmbr ohh :D
but takde kat i lagi . so i update nie je . pictures coming up soon :) and now i letih maw tdo :P
byeeee..

i dont get it .

why kene hide and stuff , mesti ade sumthng ur hiding kan , hmm , i can stand this anymore , find suke hati lahh . hide fuckin stuff .!!

tomorrow's a blast .

urm , yea esok ade lawatan ke pusat kraftangan , i have no idea where it is , but hell yeah i'm exited . artsss :) , oh ya arts , about arts , i cut my finger during art class last week , while i was carving my wood , hee . it was a bloody situation , haha , byk darah , and cantikk -,- i suke lahh .
and now i have hard time playing guitar , ergh . oh well , it's hard but i can do it . teehee .
andand , i went to t.melawati today , because mydad ruin my wood . DADDY ! -_-'
aiyahh , well he is my dad , so ape boleh buat , haha , i pegi beli kayu baru , and buat semula ! memenatkan?you think? haha . takpe takpe . i don't mind , it's just . hari jumaat nie last day untuk hantar , urgkk ! takpe2 adib ade adib ade . haha . i mintak tolong adib je lahh. heee , husband adik tiri i :) kalau faham bagus lah , kalau tak buat donno je . HAHA . urm that's about it . exited lahh about tomorrow . mesti best :)
well i nk siap kan my carving sikit lagi , sambil online myspace :) byebye .

morning like this .

shit , hari nie i turun awal pun terlepas bus jugak , ahhh .
bas tu cam gile la , i turun awal die lagi awal , i turun lambat die tak dtg lgsg . agak bagus la kan .
haih , bile i rajin nak pergi bas pulak buat hal . esok sebelum subuh lah turn , haha kan senang XD
anyway , i'm still thinking about what he said , hm , if i mengalah , he'll regret it , for sure . so better i diam dulu kowt :|
masalah la dgn hidup complicated nie ! and i'm like what ? 15 and a half , shit . by the time i'm 20 i'll have white hair all over X) grr ! dah dah! i think i nak pegi mkn ubt dulu , painkillersss :) bye all . and goodmorning :)

tumbling down ,

okay2 , firts of all , if you bace post nie , kalau rase nk kutuk me just keep it to yourself , if ade ape2 nasihat , let it out k :)

awrite , actually my life was like a singking helicopter and yes it's as bad as it sound , teruk gile almost kene kick out of school because i tak hadir . yar la , ikut perasaan sgt , sedih je layan . and sakit and can't go to school , so mmg salah i lahh . and i couple dgn sum1 i kenal sekejap je , it's not like die jahat but i buat keputusan terburu buru , end up hurting myself and other . nak tutup mulut org je , urgh and why i care pun i tak taw . hm , and we broke up after few days , sbb i tak boleh love him . but we're still friends , i tak suke enemy but people suke sgt berenemy kan i , HAHA , ayat ape tu..i lose 2 of drug ! yar i'm saying it out loud , fahim hafifi and aizat umar ! i hilang 2 orang yang tuhan saje tawu i sayang diorang nie . but yeah , sekarang nie pandang pun tak . it's so hard to breath and to live without this two . mcm nak mati jugak la mya since diorang takde .
but nasib baik mya still have my babies , safiku,azreen,ewan,fyfey,amir haziq,areeq,amir yusuf,amalina dalila,nik natalia,firdaus,adib shahanom,shafiq murad,hariz, and banyak la people around me , you guys are the best , because u guys stick with me thru stormy weather . i love you guys so much .because of you guys mya still standing strong !appriciete korang :)
but i still miss those two , i still miss them a lot , tak pernah terlintas pun in my mind untuk gadoh dgn fahim and ijat . it's like a dream ! serious tak percaya :| i rindu diorang :(
so hope i boleh move on and walk straight again without tumbling down .
hope mya still kuat and mya is still mya . no one can change that .
i guess this is the end of my post . thanks for reading !