imran rafiq

Aku manusia lemah
Selalu terjatuh
Berbeda aku darimu
Kau berdiri teguh
Aku serba tiada
Aku kekurangan
Dan bila kau tiba aku hilang dari kewujudan

Sempurnanya sifat
Telusnya hatimu
Jujurnya niatmu
Tingginya kesbrnmu
Lepaskan dirku
Kerna aku
tak mampu tuk memnaggung sebuah cinta sempurna
Darimu
Darimu ohhh
Darimu ohhhh

Bukan aku tak pernah
Mengerti dirmu
Aku sanjung setiap kata cinta kau berikan aku
Hilangkan rasa itu
Akirkankan semua
Dan bila kau sedar
Aku hilang dari kewujudan
Ohhh

Sempurnanya sifat
Telusnya hatimu
Jujurnya niatmu
Tingginya kesbrnmu
Lepaskan dirku
Kerna aku
Tak mampu tuk menanggung sebuah cinta sempurna darimu
Darimu ohhh
Darimu ohhhh

drowning in my own tears ,

i shed my tears million times before .
and i know its all about me .
my fault and i .
i've become someone im not in minute ,
and i've hurt one heart in a split second .
how did i became someone i hate .
i love him and i know his the greatest among them all .
but why did i even try to convince my self that i'm strong enough to face reality ,
oh god yes i'm still hangin in fantasy .
im sorry honey , i didn't mean to hurt you .
in whatever ways .
i wish for you too remember my face and the sound of my voice .
even if its the last thing you want to hear .
i want to be in your memory as the sweetest things that ever happen .
i want you too be near forever .
but not as my special someone .
but as my friend who i trust the most .
because i just realize ,
i can't handle this things just yet .
i'm angry at myself ,
and i'm angry at the spirit i never found .
i beg for forgiveness .
i'm really sorry for what i've done .
baby , forgive me .
please dont ever forget me , or run away from me .
i need you by my side ,
i only need my time alone ,
i'm not ready for all of this .
but when i am , i'll be reaching out for you .
your name will be carve in this heart .
i still need you as my Guardian Angel .

his more important than him .

i have to be kill silently .

someone beat me !

i think i made a mistake . -_-'

history repeat itself .

even if you don't tell me i know,
i know that we can't be together,
continue on the path that we are on,
don't feel sorry for me,
when i want to go closer to you,
i mentally call for you
so that your heart can rest completely
even if i call you ,
your heart can't come to me,

only you only you
only wind only wind
like moonlight ,
i can only follow you around,
loneliness seems better than a love
that will end in separation
i will think of you more

i am like a fool
only wind only wind
i want to show you that i change my mind
and end up my feelings once more
so that i can see you
just once more your image from behind

yes i didn't even know one bit
about how painful this would be
i didn't even know that i would see love
in the curve of your shoulders

even when i want too separate myself from you
part of my steps seems to go back to you
what will i do if
you forget my name , my face?


please do me a favor
and show me only your happy image
so that you who is busy with love
won't see the tears that falls from my eyes
my heart doesn't have time to console itself


so what should i do if your heart hurt?

only you only you
only wind only wind
even today i laugh and cry as i walk along
because if i see your image
tears of happiness will form

i am like a fool
only wind only wind
i want to show you that i change my mind
and end up hiding my feelings
so that even love is not possible
that this last forever.

"when you become happy , you get nervous.as much as i laugh , i think that tears will come and fine me.i feel like the life water is in me,will all come out in tears.and if i collapse , i won't be able to open my eyes"

i'm back on my feet .

lame je ta update :)
my life was like a sinking helicopter past month .
urghh well i'm back on my feet .
tho i lost few friends of mine .
i think i can still walk with pride .
i'm shutting those old piles of past life chapter .
and opening a new one ,
with who ever sticking with me ,
i cry my hidden tears for so long and now i came too know it's not even worth it .
so move on is the only choice i have .

one ring from my phone .

in my dream last night ,
i was flying a kite ,
then i saw a cloud of light ,
suddenly i caught u in sight ,
u were dressed in white ,
then i woke up in fright ,
i was sad it was not right ,
now i have no appetite ,
all i can is goodnight ,
wish u were here by my side .