Wednesday, April 1, 2009

confession part 2 * lesson learned .


He broke a heart,And now it's raining
Just to rub it in,I'm at your door
I feel so crazy about it,You'll say I told you so
You saw it long ago,You knew he had to go
I finally came 'round,I'm back on solid ground
Can't let it get me down

It's alright,It's alright,It's alright

Yes I was burned but,I called it a lesson learned,
Mistake overturned,So I call it a lesson learned
My soul has returned,So I call it a lesson learned
Another lesson learned

Sometimes,Some lies
Can take a minute,To fully realize
His tears,Your eyes
Thirty seconds to apologize,You give it one more chance
Just like the time before,But he already know you'd
give a hundred more,Until that night in bed
You wake up in a sweat,You're racing to the door
Can't take it anymore

I was burned but I called,it a lesson learned
Mistake overturned,So I call it a lesson learned
My soul has returned,So I call it a lesson learned
Another lesson learned

Life perfect,Ain't perfect
If you don't know what,the struggle's for
Falling down ain't falling down,If you don't cry when
you hit the floor,It's called the past
cause I'm getting past,And I ain't nothing
like I was before,You ought to see me now

Yes I was burned but,I called it a lesson learned
Mistake overturned,So I call it a lesson learned
My soul has returned,So I call it a lesson learned
Another lesson learned

Yes I was burned but,I called it a lesson learned
Mistake overturned,So I call it a lesson learned
My soul has returned,So I call it a lesson learned
Another lesson learned


"i sang this just to make me feel better"

*mya from a little room :(

confession part 1 .


i have nothing else to do , so yar you remember i told you about me in a disaster relation :) , i don't wanna talk about it back there , but now here goes , i named them N,I,S :D oke ? .
N ~ his my bf or ex bf , and he reallyreally loved me ! sayang i gile2 :)
I ~ his my besties ex bf , plus he likes me i mean cinta me :)
S ~ his my bf , my get away bf actually , i don't really love him .. his only my bf because i want everyone to think that i'm over this two N n I . because they were fighting over me . and i hate that , because they've been friends for years . and just because of me they want to fight ? grr bodo lah kann ..nownow, i want to tell you about this wonderful S .
actually for the first time , i really don't have any feelings for him ! none ! 0 , i repeat 0 loves . but after a while . i get to know him and he has this adorable thing about him makes interest in my heart ! so , from 0 level it become 1,2 plus 3..i like him little by little , and tried to forget about my past , i said to myself , i want to change for this guy because he makes me feel happy everytime i'm with him! .. but suddenly ! he ask for break ups . GOD ! you know what .. "what goes around comes back around" i was shock .. i am hurt ? yeaa really hurt by him ! and i thought he was going to get hurt loving me?OMG, this is what i called a lessons learned . and yes i do love him at the time he said he wants to be friends , well that really crushed my heart ..and you know what i think ? serve me right :)



"be strong now,cause things will get better,it might be stormy now,but it can't rain forever"
*mya from a little room :(

April Fool's :)

as you all know , today is APRIL FOOL day , and guess what ? i didn't go to school ! HAHA , I'm no fool to get fooled . ngeee :) anyways i have nothing to do today , and i really don't wanna go out today ! really DON'T . It's dangerous .. april fool remind me of my birthday . It's fun yet dangerous . HAHA , you will never know if your getting a present or eggs with flour :D . am i rite :) ....so i think I'll be quiet in my house . hihihi...and i have no credits also ! grrr . btw i miss cikgu ali today :)


*mya from a little room :)

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

they're my soul and melody <33


that is cikgu ALI :) my most kesayangan cikgu :) i mean teguuu :D

yar , my cikgu ali mmg suke contol macho , HAHA . ta perlu la cikgu , cikgu da hensem dah :)

this is cikgu JOSHUA :) his cute am i right? well poor you your not in my school ! haha :)
p/s ; cikgu joshua !that songs is really for you :)
if you can see there , cikgu joshua wth guitar and lyrics in his hand :) and BTW FYI this is my music class :)

|i've been wondering , i'm like talking about them all the time but never show them to you , so that's why i upload this photo's , so that you all can be jealous of me :)|

"ask me why and what , i'll still have the same answer ! because i love them"


*mya from a little room :)

saturday sunset with amir fareedz !

us with the photographer ! 1,2,3 poseee :)
and nownow i don't look anything like a bunian's something more to nigger ! a'hahh :D
we all looks awful it's like the end of the shoot and no touch up has been made !
the whole crew's , they were all funny ! and yes a helping hand :)

  • this is only some of the photo's taken on that evening :)
  • yar it's all me! *other models upload your photo's in your own blog loser LOL !
  • only the favorite photo's of mine :)
  • it's not my fault I'm physically short , HAHA :D
  • I've tried my hardest to make me look tall :)
p/s ; I am NOT a model and NOT by any chance going to be :)



i love this shot :)

what am i trying to do ? i have no idea .

people seems to like this one . why ? :D

i don't look anything like my Sister ! forgodsake..grr

junglish don't you think :)

be one with the tree , LOL *love this shot .

my favorite ! your's too ?

i look like a jawa-nese bunian's , HAHA .

the photographer loves this one :)

shoutout :
hey ! i don't look as pretty as you , but it's for a friend :)
and it's not just me modeling that day , i got like two more girls .
prettier then me ! i am serious , and yes were not professional . heh ^_^ .
but good photo's kankan ? credits to the photographer my best friend amir fareedz !
*oH and yarh yarh ! that night was the EARTH HOUR night . and me and two more models , that is my beloved two bestfriend , bunga and madu :) went to the rooft and we watch KLCC goes BLACK .! haha . it was fun , i love that day :) and some more we eat in the dark with candles..my pet sis thought it was scary but i thought it was romantic , HAHA . candle light dinner babe ! and we kinda hang out with the crew's after the EARTH HOUR . just infront of my condo's..with guys staring at my cute madu :D , HAHA what can i said she's pretty :))
p/s ; thanks to the people who turn off they're lights for earth hour , it means alot to the world !because some people just don't do that , geram nye ! bodobodobodo :)
heal the world , make it better place , for you and for me and the entire human race they are people dying if care enough for the living , make it better place for you and for me :)
*i sang great ! huahahaha :)

"it's all about friendship and responsibility and most of all lots of love"

*mya from a little room :)

updateupdateupdate :)

hello , i come in peace . muahaha :)
hey first of all OMG!!it's been like frekin "a long time ago" since I've updated this blog :) .
but now I'm back ngehehe , okay2 first i want all of you too know that I'm back on my feet from my last disaster relationship , so soon ?, well maybe because i'm use of gettin hurt .. awww sound pathetic is it :) HAHA,nev mine lah ..aite nownow..i've been having lots of trouble fot the past 2 month...grrr admit it im not lucky as u r..haha..first this two wonderful guy fighting over me,i wont tell the name ok..they're like so wanting me and dude why?im nothing special dammit c(: ,and second of all examanation ..aiyahh!why so fast and so hard ..dushdush!!serve u rite ,why wont u study !HAHA mya :D , and then now latest actually not the latest story,just i keep on denying it will happen and it comes to that one date i hate 4th of april 2009 :(
god whyyy?my practical teacher or should i say my very best teacher is done with they're practical in my school..sobsob..you don't know how much i've been crying for them this past days :( yar you guys must be wondering why i'm so sad..they're just teacher , and i know most of you hate your teacher . HAHA , eh back to saddy :( ,yar it's because they're different . i leally leally love lemm :) swear to god ! cikgu ALI ZIKRY and cikgu JOSHUA A.JAMES . waaaaaaaaaaa ;( ! they're like the best greatest wonderful teacher i'd ever had ! seriously ! yes seriously .. *rase cm nak nyanyi lagu sedih2 dah nie .hikk :P ..
i really sayanngggg them with all this bloody coated heart ! they're just a part of my life that i will never forget ! NEVER okaeh ! ngat tu ,
to cikgu ali ; i love you so so so much !saye kankan will rindu cikgu punye gelak uh!and ur smile and mostly ur voice!sowe cikgu sodap!hihi cikgu nie gile terbaik lah , cikgu hensem , hensem?HAHA..ye betul!and ur the most fun teacher i'd ever had and cam cepat sgt lah cikgu pegi..aishh..nie yang gile geram nieh!hakhak ..oh!and yes i'm going too miss you muchmuch. sayaaaaaaaaaaaayaaannggg tegu(cikgu) !
to cikgu joshua ; cikgu nie kan dah buat sume girls nk join music..HAHA,trust me because they said your cute !hihi ..lucky me i'm already in music..HEEE :) ...and cikgu nie best sgt ...and sayang cikgu!I promise u i'm going to miss u sabahan accent , the way u say alphabet A haha..sounded like u said EA* :D and the way u said GOOD2 !haha ..really syg u :)
gonna miss you !
yar that's about it..can't you people see how much i syg them?grr..oh andand..I'm quiting music class,because without this two A n J ?i don't feel safe in music class with miss ling!aiyahh she's so scary.. :( ,I'm planning on joining ENGLISH DRAMA .. wish me lucks :) but hey,music is still my melody of life . oh yar talking bout melody's , i did wrote a lyrics for both of my teachers ..
it's not done yet but promise will put it in this blog as soon as it's done :)
yar that's enough , anymore of this will make me burst into a million tears .
so even tho it's near and today is april fool and dude how im glad no one fool me just yet..haha .
i'm going to keep on being the HAPPY-GO-LUCKY mya :)

"i never let my tears drop if it's for the better"

*mya from little room :)

Sunday, March 8, 2009

one in a million ;D


nie naim..tak dye bukan oiam pye contestant..tapi dye best :)

pija!best gile :D

me and my sis*tgk2 mke tak sme kan..
me and ayu ;D

me and rizu

marion and amylea :)

marion and awal *sorry photo agak burl :)